hubby and I marry sept 2012. We know each for quite some time. we both have children/child from previous relationship. I have a son that's 11 yrs old. I went back in forward prior to getting engaged, if having another child is really what i wanted. We discussed that I was about over 75% fine with our already combine family. But I am turning 35 in two months and having a baby is all I think about. I have baby fever bad ! I work in pediatric,, I found myself being very envious of the beautiful pregnant belly and the smell of new born.
I had a great pregnancy with my son and enjoy all aspects of pregnancy. I allow money to play such a big role in my decision to have another child. Some could be being selfish, fear, confusion, and anything else that pop up in my mind.
Now I want to stop taking BC, been taking them for over 5 years. Want to give my body a rest. Never had bad menses or cramps. So I have no worries about stop taking BC.
My husband once marry talk about possible another baby. Now its not mention at all. I have express to him how I feel and maybe just baby fever. But the way I feel still haven't went away. My heart is very torn right now. I'm praying for god to give me some guidance and let the chips fall where they may.
Any words of courage and advice glady appreciated.