Not sure where/how to start. I apologize in advance if this entire post seems scatter-brained. I got married to my husband less than two months ago, he is my best friend. He's in fact my only friend, since we moved and had a baby-so I have no one to even talk to about this. But lately I'm feeling very neglected and lonely. Over the last couple weeks he has stopped doing things with me more and more. He won't even go with me to the store or to pick up food because he wants to sit at home. He doesn't spend real quality time with me and never wants to do anything that I'm interested in doing. He always insists on doing everything his way and anytime I want to do something he pretty much vetos it. I feel like my wants/needs/opinions are not welcome. I support him in everything he does-but I just don't feel like I'm getting any support back.
I've fallen into a very bad depression because of all of this-and sometimes he doesn't act like he even cares. One time I crawled in bed to cry my eyes out in the middle of the afternoon, and after he walked in the bedroom, he just turned around without a single word and started playing a computer game.
I think it's because of these things that I've developed a huge crush on his friend. I've had crushes here and there during our relationship-but I knew that they were purely physical attractions and nothing more and definitely nothing I would ever act on. But this feels different. I feel absolutely horrible-I can't get this guy out of my head. I think about him all day long and I can't seem to quit.
I just don't know what to do with myself. any thoughts?