Ok.. So here's the short and simple version of the basic events of the past 2 weeks: My best friend who I used to live with has completely betrayed me, my boyfriend only half believes anything coming out of my mouth and I'm in Hawaii, which in itself isn't bad. I just feel completely alone and away from everyone. Kinda like a real live version of Gilligan's Island.
Here's the long version of what happened: My boyfriend and I have been seeing each other for the past 7ish months. The first few months of this was just a "fling thing" until just recently we decided to become official and move in together. A few months ago, I decided to go have some drinks with a fellow co-worker. This said co-worker decided to spread a vicious rumor, why? I still have no idea.. He told everyone that I slept with him, which I did not. I honestly thought about it, but changed my mind and decided that I wanted to just be with my "fling thing" guy. Still with me? Ok. Well, I told my supposed best friend everything. About how I went out drinking with him, how I thought about sleeping with him, but didn't. She then shows all these text messages to my now boyfriend. And now he doesn't know what to believe or who to believe. She even told him that I slept with him! *sigh* So now, I have no best friend, a boyfriend that doesn't believe me and me not knowing who I am or where all me friends have gone... The more I try and tell him I didn't do it, the worse it gets. We are really trying to get through this. We still want to be together , but it's just super hard. And I don't for the life of me understand how my best friend turned on me like that. Can't two people have their love and happiness without someone else ruining it? Is someone that horribly miserable that they need to retreat back to high school and do some high school dirty drama? I would never treat anybody like that. Thoughts on how to make things better in our house? Thoughts on how to make things better and make me feel not so depressed in the morning? Thanks in advance