I lover her. She is one of my best friends. I talk to her almost every day on the phone or OOVOO. She lives states away now and I really miss her, but sometimes she can really get me down.
What irritates me the most is how much she talks about how awful her mom (my grandma) makes her feel about herself. My grandma is very judgemental and manipulating and negative. I love her too, but it's the truth. My mom has always had issues with her and says how much she negatively impacts her life and looks down on every situation she makes. She always picks out the negative things or things she doesnt like and hones in on them.
Well it upsets me when my mom can't see that she does the same thing to me.
I've been talking about going through a nursing program and all my mom can do is cry and be upset because I didn't fulfill her dreams of me going through college for my bachelors that I'm always going to be at the bottom and never move forward. Makes me feel terrible like I'm this huge disappointment.
I would love to tell her how much she SOMETIMES acts like my grandmother, but I know that would break her heart.
Thanks for letting me vent. And just so you all know... I'd really prefer not to get negative comments here. Just wanted to vent. : )