I don't know where to begin... I suppose best would be with my uncle's death. Unfortunately, he passed away after being in a motorcycle accident and having been in ICU for 2 weeks.
I am disgusted with myself because I have not grieved for him and I have not mourned his death. I feel so numb and distant. I don't believe I've accepted it. I feel like this is so wrong of me.
I am disgusted with his son and his son's wife. They have lied to the family. Insisting that my uncle canceled him insurance prior to the accident and they would not cover burial costs. Being that they would be under financial difficulty each brother/sister of my uncle donated $500+ to the costs to help out. I personal split the cost with my mom because she couldn't afford the entire thing by herself and my dad has been out of work.
We have come to find out that my uncle did have insurance and my cousin's wife has a claim out to reimburse her for they money. This would not be a problem, but they never mentioned it to us and, as I previously mentioned, she told us he did not have insurance at the time of the accident.
My grandmother is contemplating pressing criminal charges for withdrawing money from his banking account after his death (which is illegal). I felt bad for my cousin, but now I feel so disgusted. Am I wrong?