I keep having mixed emotions about starting a family. Let me give you a little information about me and my DH. We met in 1999, dated for a about 5 years and got married in 2005. I am 26 and my DH is turning 29. We owned a one bedroom condo that we lived in for 2 years and sold. We brought a brand new 4 bedroom 2 bath home, aprox 2300 living sq feet. We painted, and just furnished the last room (other than one bedroom we are leaving empty). We both have decent jobs and are ok financially.
We always knew we wanted children so that is not an issue. When we were in the condo I knew we didn't have room for a baby. Now that we have this home, have had time to have time for ourselves (married almost 4 years), and are not to young, I guess its time to have a baby. I mean I want one, always wanted to be a mother. I always talked with DH and asked him when. He was like maybe next year. Well that has come and now he says to me ok we will try this month. But for some reason I am still scared. I don't know why but I just am!! Its really weird. I just wish it could just happen and that we don't try to have one.
Have any mothers out there just scared about having a baby? I am sure everything will be fine and I am just worring over nothing!!
How did you get over those fears?