I'm starting to think that H doesn't want to have sex with me. Ever. It's really beginning to annoy me. We decided - together - at the end of summer that we'd start TTC. H said he was more than ready, and I'm ready too. No problem there.
Well, it seems like I practically have to throw myself at him all the time. He never initiates anything. I can't even remember the last time he initiated it. He almost seems annoyed with me sometimes. It's not like I want to do it everyday, but it's more often since we're TTC.
I'm just getting sick of being the one to initiate sex all the time. Sometimes by the time we get to it, I'm not even in the mood anymore because it was so much work to get to that point in the first place.
Last night I sort of blew up at him and said "you do realize in order to knock me up, you need to have sex with me, right?" The a$s just sighed and nodded. WTF.
I don't know what to do anymore. Not only am I annoyed, but I'm starting to think he doesn't find me attractive or something. Talk about a self-esteem killer.