I'm almost hesitant to post, but I think I need some advice. I've been with my bf (boyfriend and best friend) for almost three years. Over the past 6 months, we've been talking about getting engaged, buying a house etc. I feel like both of us knew we were right for each other right away. Almost immediately into our relationship, we started saving money together for a down payment. We went through some pretty tough stuff together and we've always been there to support each other. We've evolved into something that I really trust over the past three years. I'm just not sure what is going on with me over the past 2 months!
I can think of a million things that I love about him, but over the past couple months - out of the blue, I just keep focusing on the negatives and blowing them wayyy out of proportion. They aren't even negatives now that I'm actually typing it. For example - I'm almost embarrassed - I had to grab an outfit in Babies R Us for a baby shower last week and he immediately went to the electronics section to look at some games. I was upset the entire car ride home over a "what if"...what if he goes to the electronic section when I'm pregnant and I have to do all of that stuff by myself - pick out strollers, clothes, cribs etc? Please don't laugh - I'm aware I sound like a nut.
The week before that - I cooked a fabulous dinner (it actually tasted amazing lol) and got completely upset when he didn't get up to help with the dishes. I'm all for doing things together like cooking together, cleaning up together, having fun while doing it etc. He does dishes and cooks a lot! I started a huge fight because (embarrassed again - please don't laugh) he is going to make me cook and do the dishes for my entire life and he's just going to sit there while I slave away in the kitchen.
I know I love him - he can make me hysterically laugh if were in a fight - I know that when were together and when we talk about things, everything always turns out OK - so what am I doing??!!