I hadn't heard from my ex-FI since I told him to leave a little over a month ago. He all of a sudden shows up at my apartment, unannounced, to talk. I MADE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE TO LET HIM IN, but I did because I wanted to hear what he had to say. As expected, he wanted to tell me how big of a mistake he made for not caring in the first place, and how he should of known better and blah blah blah. I didn't feel that he was sincere about it so I told him how I felt about him showing up to my door(which btw I moved to a new apt and have no idea how he found out where I live.but whatever), and feeding me another shiny plate of BS. He continued to beg, until I got fed up and told him too leave. I'm guessing that by telling him to leave it turned on a switch and he just went off. He tells me that he found out about me going out with a guy friend and that we looked like we were more then just friends, I could not stop laughing when he said this as though it had mattered if we were or weren't. Then he proceeds to tell me that he is going to take me too court for custody of the children because (quoting him) "women who are out dating right after they break up with their fianc? are not fit to be good mother's". After he said that, I felt my eyes roll back like the girl in the exorcist movie and honestly felt like throwing my cutlery set at the d-bag for even commenting on my mothering of the children. Instead I took a deep flucking breath and showed him to the door, he just kept mouthing off, but so that I wouldn't commit murder I just ignored him. The kids are asleep, and luckily he didn't wake them up with his stupidity. I can't seem to understand what the fvck is wrong with this a-hole, and why did it take so long for me too just leave. He's not right, I would be damned if he even attempts to try to gain custody of the children. He is so damn lucky I haven't gone out looking for child support since I know he is unemployed(once again). I feel disgusted at him, I didn't feel sh!t in my heart for him when I saw him. But, the joke was definitely on me since I thought he was going to change. If anything, I feel like these whole 6 years with him was just all a lie, the d-bag was just playing house with me. UGHHHHHH!!! I seriously feel like I want to rip his throat into pieces and shove it in his butt. Sorry for the cursing(lol), but what is a vent without sounding like a truck driver.