I'm declining as party planner of my sister's baby shower tonight.
My mom volunteered me when someone else said they were going to do it. She said she knows I like planning parties and thought I would want to do it. H told me last night it's probably not a good idea and I totally agree. My mental health is suffering already I think that spending that much time one somone elses baby shower would be cruel and unusual punishment.
I feel so selfish for not being able to deal with it because of my own issues but I think it's best.
I'm really really nervous. ::deep breath::