I talked to the bank and if I quit my job we lose our loan. They don't count K's income since his orders are less than 12 months. So after a long talk with K(Thank God we got that) and weighing the different options we decided that I will put off school. He almost cried, it breaks his heart to make me sacrafice it, but I'd rather get our condo, school will always be there. I will stay at my job until he comes home and then I'm out. I will find something else(I applied for a Mall Cop job...Paul Blart anyone?) and take some shooting, self defense, and do lots of workouts to build my resume. This also put off TTC since our agreement was after I finished school. So I'm going to talk the to dr on Monday about BC, which may in turn help my health issues.
I just keep telling myself this is a blessing in disguise. God made this happen for a reason. *sigh* I'm going to just throw a pity party with some beer, food and cheesy TV. Thanks for letting me vent.