Anyone else with me a ::little:: jealous reading all these posts about new or expecting mommies and daddies, but at the same time, scared to death about having babies?
For me, it has nothing to do with being scared to actually HAVE babies. DH & I just have such a fun, wonderful life - I'm so scared to give that up . . .I mean, I don't consider having babies a bad life, just a different life that what we have.
And, what if, once I feel like I'm ready - what if I can't? I know many of you are younger than I (I'm 31) so timing isn't an issue - but I totally feel my biological clock is ticking . . . but do I want to ignore it or address it? One of my friends has been trying for 2 years now and she's a year younger than I am - and they are proceeding to artificial insemination and then possibly adoption. I so wish I would've met DH earlier so that wouldn't be an issue, but sadly, I don't think I was ready to be a wifey before he came along. I'm such a late bloomer.
Ergh. Hope I'm making sense. I'm a few Miller Lites deep . . .
Can anyone relate?