I've been married to my high school sweetheart for 13 years. We have 4 kids. Everything has seemed fine lately. However a few times in the past I've caught him online cheating. Dating profiles ect. The last time was 4 yrs ago. I laid down the law. He did counseling, started in antianxiety mess (he has OCD) ect. I have finally come to mostly trust him but there is always that naggy voice in the back of my head. I sporadically check his email. This morning I checked just because. I found emails he sent to a woman. Using a false name, stating he is single, 30 (he's 35), has his own home, car ect. He is actually a SAHD finishing up his accounting degree. I work 2 jobs night shift. I work my butt off. And he has been seeking out the attention of other women. I'm furious. I feel broken. He is my best friend. Was my best friend. I don't know how to proceed. I don't know how to confront him. I don't think I can stay with him. How can I ever trust him?!? I don't know if he's had physical relations. It would be awfully hard since we have 4 kids. My oldest is 13 and she definetly would notice if daddy was sneaking out at night. I'm so lost.