I need help, as I feel I am living on edge.
I have been married for 3 years and I feel I made a mistake but don't want to give up as I am afraid. About a year ago my husband and I spent the holidays with our families, which we only get to see 3 times a year. Very sad I know. My husband family invited my family over for lunch, which my mum turned down due to her having other family get together. This is where my nightmare starts, because my mum cancelled with my inlaws, my husband wanted to end our 3 year relationship or I must forget about my family forever. How childish is this. So I decided not to go back home with him and only went a week later. When I got back home I was not allowed to speak to my mother and never allowed to visit my family ever again. I am constantly remained how nasty my mother is and how much he hates my mother. My husband calls my mum really bad names, it makes me so sick that sometimes I think how beautiful my life would be without you. I am also told nasty things about my working place, what a terrible place it is, also how stupid I am. I am so tired but also so afraid to leave, as what will he do to me.
what should I do? My husband would be happy if I forget about my family. I have no friends, as anyone who comes close to me he pushes them away.