Is empty. BFN today on 14dpiui.
I'm really ok with it. Sure, it sucks and it isn't what I'd hoped. But with the holidays coming up and my due date coming up, I think it'll be good to concentrate on myself and H and spend time just truly taking care of ourselves.
H planned a vacation for January so we'll get out of town and enjoy the beach and the sun and the margaritas and each other.
H's count was pretty good last time, so we're going to just do TI for the next few months. It is way less stress. I'm actually going to stick with Femara just to ovulate so that we aren't completely throwing in the towel. But, we won't pour our souls in to this... we'll take it easy and plan on an IUI for my February cycle. I know that sounds like we're still pretty actively TTC, but really, it is just making our chances normal - like any other healthy couple who doesn't have issues. KWIM? If it happens, awesome, if not, we'll do the IUI in Feb.
So, that's what is up. And tonight I'll pour myself a big glass of red vino, cuddle up with my H and my dog, and maybe do some online Christmas shopping. I forget this sometimes, but life is good. I'm actually pretty lucky.
IUI - BFP! Baby boy born still - August 2012
IVF - BFP - miscarriage June 2013
FET - BFN
FET - BFN
IVF with PGD - three embryos created, all healthy - July 2014
FET - transferred two embryos (boy and girl) - Nov 2014 - BFP!
Baby Boy born July 2015