ok so do to financel hardship my husband, our son and myself live with my parents and siblings. A challenge in its self. I am a stay at home mom and a college student while everyone else works. So i do alot of the cleaning and cooking and shopping. Which is fine but lately I feel like a house maid and a short order cook. Like yesturday for example: i got three hours of sleep do to a sick baby, well after everyone went to work i did a few minor household duties and the rest of my spare time i was focing on homework that was do that night. when everyone returned from work i got alot of wheres dinner? omg there is so many dirty dishes! what did you do all day. i cant find ... ! can my friends come over for dinner? i need ... i want ... GRRRRR. I lost it. I put my LO upstairs and started yelling at everyone ... i stated that i wasnt a housemaid or a cook and everyone in this house is over 18 and they could help out. Then I left for school. After 5 hours of school on 3 hours of sleep i came home to take out food boxes everywhere and sink still full of dishes and my LO screaming and everyone in living room watching tv, with the comment he just wont stop crying. After calming my LO, Frustrated from hell and a lil crazy minded I through out ALL the dishes clean or not, I had myself a food fight with anger in the kitchen and started knocking over things as I walked to the bathroom to shower. After I came out I went to bed with my LO and watched tv til we fell alseep.
This morning my husband apologized and said if i needed help just to ask. I snapped back that i shouldnt have to ask. Then I found a note from my mother stating that my rage fit was unacceptable. I replyed that it was totaly acceptable. ALthough i am greatful for them taking my lil family in during hardtimes, i would do it again if i didnt start getting help. I may be a stay at home mom and a student but its not fair that i tend to 5 others all over 18. Lone and behold nothing has changed im so aggervated.