Alright, here's the DH ugly. I'm at the end of the rope with him tonight and need somewhere to vent.
He has been so mean to me lately, and I've had it. Two nights ago, I woke up in the middle of the night after a TERRIBLE nightmare (worst one I've ever had that I can remember), so I got in bed with him (I've been sleeping in the guest room since I get up every 2 hours and he gets up at 5:30 most days).
He basically told me to leave him the he!l alone. Then the dog started crying in his crate, which he only does when he needs to go out, so I begged him to take him and he wouldn't. I take him out (he runs outside and poops) and end up throwing up (it was 4:30 am, the morning sickness kicked in). Now I am in tears and throwing up and he ignores me completely. I bring the dog in and crawl back in the guest bed and don't go back to sleep.
Yesterday, he said he felt bad for the way he acted and thought about it all day. But then tonight, I get a taste of him all over again. It's like he can't show me any grace when I'm having a tough time lately. My vball team played terribly again tonight, which is so discouraging. I come home and can't do anything right. He asked me where I put the kitchen dish towel-I didn't remember-and he flipped out on me over something so stupid. I can't remember ANYTHING these days, I was already frustrated, needed to eat, etc. He has been so hard on me and I'm totally exhausted by it. I wish I could give him the silent treatment like a child.
So anyway, I'm sure it's just a phase, but he needs to get out of it quick. I really need some support from him these days and instead I'm getting a lot of criticism. I'm just tired.