So awhile back I posted about possibly stepping down from my position and taking and overnight position. Well an opportunity has arised which would be perfect. It's Sun 5p-9a and Mon/Tues 9p-9a. 3 overnights. That kind of position doesn't usually happen at this company. Most of the overnight are 55 hour weeks and you have to do 5 overnights. So this is a great opportunity. But the downfall is I would have to work until 9a M/T/W and H has to be to work by 830. If I could get off at 8, that would be fine but that's not an option. So really it's ONE hour that is keeping me from this. I would have family help but there is no one that would be available at that time. I am so frusterated cause I really want this position but it seems that I have no options. I don't even think it's possible to find a daycare that would take him for about an hour, especially w/o charging me a ton. I am so miserable at work and lately have been working long days and it sucks. Yeah it could get better but honestly my heart and head want to be home with S more. And I am kinda done being on call 24/7 especially with S.
Ugh....I wish I had more options.