I have twin 2 week olds. ?That's hard enough.
Brian had to go back to work on Monday. ?I bawled when he left.
I have a rash from my abdomen to my knees that itches like thousands of bug bites. ?I saw a dermatologist today and there's very little they can do; what they can do will take up to 3 weeks for any results.
The boys are fussy and I'm still second guessing every decision I make. Will already has a diaper rash and I feel like a failure. ?His bottom is bleeding.
I/the boys have a doctor's appointment every single day this week, so I either have to leave them with SIL or figure out how to get out of the house with both of them.
They're nowhere near the same schedule, which means I'm up most of the night either feeding or changing a baby.
That's all hard enough, but I can deal.
DH just called and his boss is making him travel this week. ?He has just enough time to come home, pack a bag, and leave. ?Best case scenario he'll be home Friday morning. ?Saturday is more likely. ?This is too much. ?I can't do it by myself. ?I cry all day and I don't know if it's hormones, PPD, or just "normal" anxiety. ? I want my momma.