and now it's just all sad.
She had cancer, and it was time, but it's still super super sad.
and our household is all weird now. You take for granted all the ways in which your pets impact your life on a daily basis - well, I did. And now it's just empty and strange and sad.
And our cat is driving me crazy. She is looking for the dog, doesn't like any doors to be closed, seems weirdly high maintenance and then - sadly -spends time staring at the front door like the doggy is out on a playdate and coming back soon.
The whole house feels uncomfortable and bad and sad. I'm not a dog person, I don't particularly like dogs, but she was the most wonderful amazing dog ever. Super cute, super smart, super protective, probably the perfect dog (yeah, every dog owner thinks that).
I didn't think I would miss her much, but I miss her terribly and I am sad.