I'm on call for work and if I get a call, I pack my bags and be to the airport in as little as two hours. If my work calls and leaves a message b/c I didn't p/u in time, I have ten minutes to get back to them before I get in trouble.
I'm so nervous that I'm going to miss the call that I keep thinking I hear my cellphone ring. I even jumped out of the shower to get the phone that I was sure I heard ringing, but it wasn't.
It's driving me nuts, and my bathroom is soaked now.
Thanks for letting me vent.