I was terrified of being pregnant/childbirth (probably abnormally so!) for a long time, but recently have felt my maternal instincts kicking in.
THEN I visited my little sister when her baby was born and now I have the worst baby fever ever
Even just late last year, I felt more rational and wanted to work through some things with my hubby (we are going to therapy and this has helped a lot) and make sure we were more financially sound before having kids, but now I can't get this off of my head.
We've been married for three years and I turn 30 this month. I want to have kids before I'm 35, but whenever I bring it up now he says "in a few years" and "we should just adopt."
All of which I would have been on board with before, but now it makes me really sad. I feel like he doesn't want to have kids and is just pushing things off.
When we were struggling to work through relationship issues, I told him I didn't want to have kids with him if we didn't work those things out and he got upset, but now that we have been successfully working through other issues he doesn't seem to be on board.
I know this is something we need to talk about together, but just wanted a place to share my feelings tonight.
Thanks for reading