I have a lot of thoughts making rounds in my mind. First, the school fees are extremely high and shocking, though we are already prepared for it but the thought of these people are like monsters charging for everything? We are not an employee, we have business on our own. We know how it feels to work hard and make your own money and does not depend on a monthly or weekly income. If client pays, we have money, if they don't, then we have to wait.
People thought we are a human ATM that can spit money anytime. Ours is not like that. We see all our expenses on an hourly basis. It's so depressing that I have 2 kids and my husband is getting heart attack of the expenses overall. Me as wife who supports my husband, stop working and taking care of the kids and my 2 brother in laws. Seriously, I dont want to be stressed and depressed because I am scared that I will loose everything. I am keeping myself sane for everything what is going on. I dont want to talk about it to anyone except my husband but even him is so extremely " sad" with all our voluminous expenses in the house. I understand his situation that he works a lot as in a lot and less sleep. He tries to understand me even he is so tired. My hands is up to him.
I want to look for jobs since I am an experienced Psychologist and HR but who will look after my kids? Its so hard to trust anyone for my kids as so many reports of children dying in the hands of nannies and maids looting their employer's house. How can I help my husband? He asks me help him by doing telemarketing but its not my cup of tea, I dont succeed in convincing people, I am very poor at that. I dont know what ventures I will do to help him and make our expenses lesser and lighter.
What I should do?