i just don't know what to do with myself lately! i find myself SO short tempered with the boys and i just hate myself for it! there is just so much going on in our lives right now and the boys are growing so fast... i just feel like i can't catch up and to a perfectionist first born female all of this is just too much!!! i must regain control (as if i ever had it) :-)
am i the only one that feels this way? am i the only one that finds myself yelling at my kids cause i just want to put my make-up all at one time (or at all) so i can look nice when DH gets home for once??? am i the only one that feels bad when their DH comes home and does housework/cooks because you couldn't manage to get it done?
i feel like i should be able to do so much more with my time but at the same time i hate feeling like i am taking away precious time from my kids. but when i am with my kids all i can think about is all the stuff i want/need to be doing around the house!
i love my life i really do but it's seems like more times than not i find myself very frustrated because i want to do more but i also feel like i am doing all that i can!