it has been one year since I found all that crap in Matt's email.
I've had a rotten few weeks, and I think that little things reminding me of this time last year had something to do with it (I used to think that people were crazy for getting upset on the anniversaries of bad events, but now I totally get it). Today itself, though, I just feel really free and kind of exhilarated that it's been so long "clean" and that we've come so far.
A year ago today I was sobbing my guts out in bed, and now here I am, all married and happy, dressed up like a cowgirl and excited to carve a pumpkin and hand out candy to trick-or-treaters with my awesome, kind, patient, loyal, humble, honest, devoted husband. God is good!