I have started this post probably 10 times and never could finish it. We are doing okay. I got released on Friday. I hadn't gotten out of bed until Thursday morning and I pushed myself to every limit to get out early. Pain wise I am doing great and get my staples out tomorrow.
Dh and I went Sunday and got a little christening suit for James. We had to go find me tops too as I had nothing to wear. Our viewing was Monday evening and the funeral was yesterday. It was by far the hardest couple of days dh and I have ever gone through. I miss my little boy like words cannot express but I know he is not in pain and is watching over us. I try to remember that and it helps a little bit.
Thank you so much for all of your prayers and thoughts and cards. We appreciate it so much.
BFP 11/30/08 Missed Miscarriage 1/12/09 D&C 3/4/09
BFP 5/14/09 Natural Miscarriage 5/20/09
BFP 10/6/09 5/19/10 James Otto
In addition to his known five heart defects, he was also born with an unknown condition, Tracheal Atresia. There currently is no treatment for this. We will love and miss you forever our sweet angel!
BFP 12/27/10 8/30/11 Catelyn Ann