One of the bosses came in this morning yelling at me about not including him in a phone call that I had no idea he needed to be in on. After about 20 minutes of trying to argue my case and explaining to him what I was doing, things just escalated and I blew up.
For me, it's because the rules are constantly changing, different people ask for different things and then the other person gets upset, blaming me for something that was out of my control that even was pointed out to the boss by my professor that it was not my fault and in fact someone elses for giving us the wrong information. Anyhow, my prof overheard my raised voice with my boss and is not happy with me and neither am I. And it looks as if I'm going to get fired for this. Stupid me and not being able to hold my tongue.
I just can't work in an environment of constant yelling and screaming and insults to the workers and constant rule changes etc. Now just waiting for the pink slip. (though Im holding a little glimmer of hope because the big big boss man came in and gave me a pat on the back and said honey, it's just business and then made a comment in the big company meeting about the other boss blowing his load earlier and now that he has it out of his system we can have a normal meeting). I'm hoping that last comment means that I might still have a chance.
And yes, I have already emailed both bosses apologizing for my behavior this morning as I am in lab and not in the office. Sucks. I'm having a horrible horrible day.