So my wedding was this past Sunday and I'm dealing with a slurry of emotions. First off, I feel really depressed that it's over. Not only because of the intense planning that was involved, but also because nearly all of my bridesmaids came from out of state and I'm really sad that I didn't get to spend more time with them. I haven't seen all of them together like that since college and not sure we will ever get to meet up like that again unless it's for another wedding.
Next, hubby and I had to cancel our honeymoon to Costa Rica because of an issue with his passport. It was only supposed to be a temporary delay but now his parents are sick and we are making the long international trip to India (where hubby is from) to see them.
On top of all of this, I am currently unemployed but currently interviewing with a company that seems ready to extend an offer (next week will be my third interview). The job is out of state however and will be the first time I am at a great distance from my family. My family and I are very close, especially my dad and I. I am a bit nervous and apprehensive about moving so far away but the job seems like an excellent fit and hubby and I have been looking for a change anyways. Also my parents have their house up for sale and plan on moving immediately after the house sells down south so unless I move south with them, we will be apart soon regardless.
There's just a lot of emotions going on right now, sadness, depression, anxiety, and concern for my husband. He hasn't been doing so well because of worrying about his family.
Does anyone have any suggestions moving forward now that the wedding is over? I am very happy with hubby and our wedding was beautiful. I just feel sad that we never get to do something like that again. Also, my wedding was bittersweet in that my grandmother passed away just mere months before the wedding and my grandfather didn't make it because he came down with the flu