I just wanted to take the time to say thank you for reading this!
I need your opinion, to make a long story short...
My fiance (28) and I (24) have been together for 5 years, and engaged for 4 years. We moved cross country (Virginia to California), about 6 months ago and started our own business.
I think it was the worse possible mistake of my life.
Here's the thing, I didn't finish college because I was sure I was going to marry him, I only ended up getting an Associates degree in business, have 10 years past experience in retail, and have now owned my own business for 6 months.
He has no degree, and only has worked for his father in the past on the books, so really has no "real" work experience.
We have now been moved across the country for almost 6 months and know absolutely NO ONE where we live, we have NO friends, NO family.. no nothing besides our business.
We work 80+ hours a week together, have no employees and things have been rocky AS EVER.
We no longer talk about a wedding, and after 4 years of being engaged you think I'd have a long list of what I want our wedding to be like... nope!
I am just so depressed because I feel like moving cross country, and starting a business with him was just so wrong and now and feel stuck and have no idea what to do.
He tells me since I have no real experience.. I've never be able to get a job and he has threatened me saying that I'll have to "move back home with my parents". He's so negative, mentally abusive and it's tearing me up making me feel lifeless.
I'm an only child, really have no "real friends" because I've stuck by his side for so long.
Does anybody have any advice? Anything would be appreciated because I can't take this anymore. Thanks everyone