I'll try and make this somewhat short ... Maybe even just getting it out, will help ... I was with my ex for about 5 years, married about 1 1/2 years before divorce. I've now been separated/divorced almost 2 years.
I've been with my current boyfriend 10 months. .... He has talked about marriage/rings/etc. etc., which I was comfortable/happy about. The more I think about it, the more scared I get. The more I question everything. The more I wonder 'am I settling?' 'am I truly happy?' 'is he really the one?' Am I overthinking everything and being extra-cautious because of my divorce/failed relationship in the past ... or are these signs that maybe something isn't right? I feel like "...if everything was perfect, I wouldn't have doubt..." The fact that I'm questioning the relationship, should be sign .... but then again I think - I question everything, I have a tendency to over-think, over-analyze anyways, and now with a divorce it exacerbates everything.
Ugh, IDK what to think .... Can anyone relate??